Venting - Tired and Worn Out
Need to vent. I am just tired and cranky and need to get it off my chest.
First off I am pissed off about that stupid domain name. I mean, seriously, $1888.00 for a domain name. Give me a break. That has me in a pissy mood.
Then the girls have been sick for two months. They have been to the ped's several times. I am tired of them being sick. I took Sevi and Keira to the Ped AGAIN today (not Julia because hers is mild). Last week i took Sevi and the doc gave her a clean bill of health. Wrong. She is on Abuterol liquid now. Sevi got put on it last week but it had horrible side effects and didn't work. So now Sevi is on it.
Keira is on breathing treatments and steroids. They tested them for RSV and they do NOT have it. So they don't even know what this is. No fevers or anything. Just congestion in the chest that won't go away. But Keira is having difficulty breathing and she is weezing. So she may have asthma. ACK! Please pray she does not?
If Sevi has the same side effects Keira had on the Abuterol, then she will go on the breathing treatments as well, but she is not as bad as Keira right now.
Do you know how hard it is physically AND emotionally to hold down a 21 pound 6 month old for 5 minutes to keep a breathing mask on her? We did a treatment in the office and it was horrible. Sevi was crying because she was scared and worried about Keira. Keira was screaming. I am tired and worn out from all of this.
One good thing did come out of this. I was able to let our Ped know we were searching for a new Ped. I told her it was because we moved and just wanted someone closer and she was cool with that. Shew. So now I can comfortably move to a new Ped up here. (I can't stand confrontation. LOL )
Thanks for letting me vent. I am just worn down. Two months of this has been crazy. Multiple doctor's appts. And then today's appt. was just draining. I am now just waiting for the breathing machine to arrive and DH is picking up all the meds on his way home.
They are not contagious, but the meds may make them wired. As if I need Sevi any more wired.
First off I am pissed off about that stupid domain name. I mean, seriously, $1888.00 for a domain name. Give me a break. That has me in a pissy mood.
Then the girls have been sick for two months. They have been to the ped's several times. I am tired of them being sick. I took Sevi and Keira to the Ped AGAIN today (not Julia because hers is mild). Last week i took Sevi and the doc gave her a clean bill of health. Wrong. She is on Abuterol liquid now. Sevi got put on it last week but it had horrible side effects and didn't work. So now Sevi is on it.
Keira is on breathing treatments and steroids. They tested them for RSV and they do NOT have it. So they don't even know what this is. No fevers or anything. Just congestion in the chest that won't go away. But Keira is having difficulty breathing and she is weezing. So she may have asthma. ACK! Please pray she does not?
If Sevi has the same side effects Keira had on the Abuterol, then she will go on the breathing treatments as well, but she is not as bad as Keira right now.
Do you know how hard it is physically AND emotionally to hold down a 21 pound 6 month old for 5 minutes to keep a breathing mask on her? We did a treatment in the office and it was horrible. Sevi was crying because she was scared and worried about Keira. Keira was screaming. I am tired and worn out from all of this.
One good thing did come out of this. I was able to let our Ped know we were searching for a new Ped. I told her it was because we moved and just wanted someone closer and she was cool with that. Shew. So now I can comfortably move to a new Ped up here. (I can't stand confrontation. LOL )
Thanks for letting me vent. I am just worn down. Two months of this has been crazy. Multiple doctor's appts. And then today's appt. was just draining. I am now just waiting for the breathing machine to arrive and DH is picking up all the meds on his way home.
They are not contagious, but the meds may make them wired. As if I need Sevi any more wired.
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