Tomorrow is the big day
The 27th has snuck up on me quicker then I expected. I have had minor surgery before. Something actually very similar to this. I had no problems and was actually looking forward to those to fix the problems I was having. But this one is not like that. I am just not 100% comfortable with this one. Like it might not be the "fix". I know it is. Two doctors said it was, but why am I not convinced?
I know a part of it is my family. When I had my other surgeries I was not married or had kids. So if anything were to go wrong, I have a lot more to lose now. But I am not worried about "worst case". I am more worried about my foot ending up the same or worse then it is now. I want to be able to run around with my girls. I want to get back in the gym. I just want to be me again.
I am trying to be positive. Tomorrow is a light at the end of this very long tunnel. It just doesn't help that it seems I am getting a cold and my lovely "friend" showed today.
My in-laws are being a HUGE help and taking the older two girls for the weekend. So Steve and I will only have Keira. I have no idea what to expect. I may be on crutches, I may not. We are preparing for the worst but hopefully it won't be that bad of a recovery.
And I am finding what awesome friends I am having. So many women have stepped up and offered to help out. it has meant so much to me. We don't know if we need any help yet, but if we do, it is nice to know it will be there.
So keep me in your thoughts tomorrow for a successful surgery and a fast recovery.
Oh wow! That did sneak up!
Add me to the list of people willing to help. I'm pretty well back on my feet now, and need to return your dish.
I can easily put a meal in it before I bring it!
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I hope you don't have to be on crutches. *Hugs*.
I would love to make you a meal and if you need any other kind of help just let me know. Tues./Thurs. (Kidless)
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