After some trial and error, Steve and I decided I should go back on the Zoloft for the Post Partum Depression. Not on the full strength as previously. I was on half a pill a day for a long time and it worked fine. So that is where we are going to start. I am sad that I seem to need these pills right now in my life, but I am happy I have made some improvements. I will get there, I know it. I need to not try and push it. Take it slowly. One day at a time. And luckily I have such a supportive husband who knows me and knows what I am really like. He is so good to me.